a bit too dramatic perhaps:)
i think the TA experience has a right to be demanding because teaching is a demanding enterprise. while i think the requirements of the TA experience may have been intense at first, i don’t think it should have been cut nearly as much as it was. in my mind, we have to prepare for the real world and while adjustments can be made for anything, we have to learn to manage our time and to prioritize.
i have a new respect for teaching. things that i thought were important ended up not being as important. the information on what things effect student learning were very interesting.
exam creation…i dropped out of tests and measurements last semester because i was less than enthralled by the teaching method used and felt i could learn more on my own. this experience certainly helped me with that. i learned more about question formation and evaluation than ever before and i wish we would have been given more time to do play with this. perhaps allow a TA to create an entire quiz on their own to develop skills.
i wish there would have been more interaction with the students. i feel like i had a lame group. there were only one or two students that would contact me and even then it wasn’t consistent. does that mean my pod just wasn’t interested or was i not inviting enough? or was my age a factor?
we did a lot in pairs as TA’s and while i thoroughly enjoyed working with everyone, i would have liked to do a bit more on my own. i wanted to push the envelope some more in review sessions and i felt a little restricted doing so when conducting it with someone else. i did get to try new things, but i don’t feel like i explored it enough.
i like this blogging thing and will likely continue on my own. it gives me a chance to review and process information in a different way and a little deeper. i could have made more time for this component, but that’s my own fault. i can see how it helps stimulate more questions, helps to observe things from another angle and develop actions to follow up on.
i like diving into experiences and part of my problem is that my time management skills get tested when i’m stressed out and sometimes i end up performing less than stellarly. this semester was my most intense semester and a lot of the intensity came from non-school related things. managing a full school load, two jobs, and a crashing personal life tends to mess things up. add grad school baloney in there and it’s a full salad of stress. i got through it and learned a few things about myself including that i’m not as good as compartmentalizing as i had hoped. there was a couple of weeks in april where the boundaries blurred and it affected every aspect of my life. not good. rather embarrassing. this was good practice for grad school though, or at least that’s the way i’m going to look at it. i go into things with good intentions, but i have to remain diligent with the processes i set up for myself to follow through on those intentions.
as for increasing student engagment and learning in the class, i’m still of the opinion that students need to take responsibility for their learning as much as professors and educators provide them with the tools to do so. you can lead a horse to water…is what i think of. making quizzes available and worth grade points is an excellent way to keep students reading. if they choose not to participate, they don’t earn the points, that seems fair to me and completely up to the student. there were plenty of tools and resources available to them including review sessions, study tables and immediate access to a TA if they needed one. to me, that’s quality educational service.
i would have liked to do more with the pods. i’m not sure exactly what yet, but one class meeting devoted to some pod division may have been fun early on and might have encouraged more interaction. something like these may turn into a legistical nightmare, but arranging the room into pods for a group exercise may have created some familiarity within the students as well as give TA’s an opportunity to meet the pod as a group. the hard part for me was remembering who was in my pod. connecting a list of email names to faces in class was a huge challenge and i only got to know a handful. creating that relationship is important and i think it could be developed more.
all in all, i liked this experience tremendously. it tested me in ways i didn’t expect and i feel like i came out of it more confident in my abilities as a student as well as an academic reseource. if an opportunity presents itself in grad school, which it usually doesn’t for master’s students, i will definitely try for it. i don’t know if i’ll ever teach in a school setting, but i would love to continue educating people in some way shape or form and this has definitely given me the tools to be good at it. dr. g is an excellent example of a professor who takes great pride in what and how he teaches and while it may sound like a brown-nosing job, i learned a lot just by watching and absorbing. people who teach by living example as well as through instruction are rare and i am honored to have had the opportunity to work for him. i think every student in that intro to psych class had a better experience than they expected just by having dr. g as a professor.