The struggle!
This second day of the first week was a struggle for me; a struggle in the sense that I have felt the intensity of this enormous class. I am not necessarily overwhelmed with this feeling; I am more or less intrigued to be experiencing such a struggle. I struggle to find the optimal level of focus for this particular class. I have duties to assume being one of six TAs and yet I seem to struggle with finding that particular role. I found myself sitting in class, looking around, and thinking, “Who are all these students?” As a Peer Mentor, I was able to recall a name for every face I saw after the first week, while they were watching me and my actions. In this introductory course I feel as if I am a new person in a new country. I miss my community but I do realize that there is a new community to be built. This is the time for me to go out and meet some neighbors and experience a culture different from what I know.
Class introduction to the History (and application) of Psychology:
After these thoughts soon exited my mind, I started to descend back to Rose Hall 250. The class was yet again, intrigued, engaged, and having complete focus with the content at hand. They really enjoyed the “connect the dots” game between Dr. Gurung and Wolf (yet another cleverly well-done in-class exercise). The class was focused during the entirety of the class despite the content being on the history of psychology which can be rather dry. With having such a lecture, facilitating any kind of active learning or discussion can be very difficult. The “Teaching Tips” can only serve as a handbook in educating the reader about the techniques and strategies of active learning but, it is not until you are in the class environment do you see these tips and techniques play out. You can read about the ideal techniques you want to use in order to facilitate group discussion and about the problems at hand, but you cannot always guarantee the goals will be met. My past experiences with group discussion have never been too favorable and my experience with this class today, I could not see going any better. As soon as the phrase was mentioned, “Get into groups of 3-5,” I assumed there would be immediate chaos of people sitting, standing, talking, walking, finding, and complaining about not being a part of a group. This class seemed to have done well with this perceived simple task and took on the challenge at hand. As I was walking around, observing, and listening to the groups around me, I saw the miraculous connection of the class material to the group work problem, and the applications of the content. It was truly exciting to see the groups working together, discussing the different fields and their applications to this particular problem. The students remained focus at the task at hand up until it was time to hand in their work. The entire process just went so smoothly and without complete silence or chaos.
Devil’s Advocate:
I am going to assume a rather, “darker” perspective for a few sentences here so, bear with me please. I respected the first group work assignment and enjoyed how well the experience was but I did not find it favorable of finding out about the group work just as the students were being asked to complete it. I would have liked to have had the time to see the assignment ahead of time in order to understand the task in-side and out. I felt as if I knew what the assignment was looking for and testing with the method used in class but I feel like I could have been utilized more as a source had I known what the assignment was ahead of time. I was able to answer the questions that were being asked by the students, I felt as if I could have been the one asking the group questions and facilitating the connection between the case problem and class material. I trust that the students were able to make a connection on their own but I would have liked to have them think more in depth about the connections through more application of the material. My opinion could very well be something that is not recommended, expected, or wanted of me to do and that is understandable. I know that sometimes I can get carried away and analyze my role and expectations on an unnecessary level. If this happens, I asked to be brought back down and put back into line.
Making Connections:
Overall it was another successful and proud day and week of class; ended on a good note. I enjoyed the students during, before, and after class. I was excited to have a student feel a connection with me on the second day of class and I was happy to engage and encourage such communication with this particular student. I want to apologize for getting caught up in the conversation and I know we as a team understand the importance of this vital communication between fronts but, I did miss out what was happening after class with the Team. I missed out on the explanations of the work to be done for the weekend and I cannot help but feel as if I had dropped the ball. I understood the fact that I could have been easily caught up through an email but I still felt out of the loop until that email was reached to me. If this situation occurred again, I of course would continue the conversation with the student but had I know that I was missing out on information, I would have shorten the conversation and joined the team huddle. It is a rough situation in the means of finding a good balance but at that point, I felt as if I made the right choice in continuing the conversation with the student and being caught up later (right?).