I Need A Little More Time Please

As a college student stress is part of the gig. New way of life means new stressors. College students of all levels experience stress in a variety of ways. Some freshmen worry about exams, a random roommate, or gaining fifteen pounds. As an older adult my stress is a little different. I can relate to the academic stress of homework and exams. I often wonder if I will have enough time to study or even be able to study in an effective way. While I must make time for school, there are lots of other things on my plate as an adult freshman. My off campus looks a little different than a freshman living in the dorms. I live an hour away and work two jobs all while being enrolled in 15 credits. I am stressed most days.

Major aspects of my stressors fall under the category of time management. Having a full work schedule that’s suddenly stuffed with homework and class has been and continues to be a big challenge. My commute from school takes two hours. Add my commute to my two jobs and I spend over three hours in my car every day. Making time for everything seems impossible most weeks. By the end of the day, I am beat and have little time or energy for much else. It’ll take some getting used to because these stressors won’t be disappearing anytime soon.

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Back To School Sale!

            Hearing those words at a younger age brought dread and excitement. It meant the start of a new year, new possibilities and new homework. Going back as an adult is completely different. Not only do I not have my parent’s funds, but I am expected to study full time, work full time, and pay all my own bills. Social life? Almost nonexistent. There’s also the extreme difference in age between me and the other students. Deciding to surround yourself with teens after many years of not being a teen yourself can be as frightening as a pit of rabid dogs. Have you ever seen Never Been Kissed with Drew Barrymore? She plays  journalist in her 20s who returns to high school undercover. That is exactly how I feel; undercover. I feel like I don’t belong but if I sport my Lulu Lemon fanny pack, Ugg slippers and keep my head down no one will even notice.

            Returning as an adult has it perks. I don’t have a curfew, my classes excite me and I have a better sense of the direction I want my life to take. I didn’t know what I wanted out of life when I was younger. It stressed me out so much that I avoided it at all costs. I crumbled under the pressure to find my dream career at 18. Now that I have had the years and experience, I can come back confident in my career goals. I know what I want and for the first time academia excites me. I want to be on time and present in class. I want to learn and understand math. Who would’ve thought 12 years away from school would make me miss it? Maybe now those back to school sales will bring only excitement for what lies ahead.

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