Fears Became Literally Nothing
When I first started to think about college, it scared me. As I got closer to high school graduation, I began to worry more. My biggest concerns were that I would not be able to keep up with homework and would not be able to find my way around campus. In high school I had an IEP, so I received a lot of accommodation. I worried I would not receive the same help in college. In addition to the academics, I didn’t think I would fit in. My parents told me that going to college is like starting with a clean slate. It would be a chance for me to meet new people from different backgrounds. Based on my high school experience, I had my doubts. I also was nervous to live on my own and be solely responsible for myself. Overall, I thought college would be a very stressful situation.
When the time came to move into my dorm, my anxiety increased. My parents were excited for moving in day, but I was not. They encouraged me to join clubs to meet people, so I did. As it turns out, college is not as scary as I made it out to be. After a few days, I found my way around campus and met several new friends. I ended up with a great roommate who I have a lot in common with. Overall, I like my classes, but some have been challenging. The resource center has been very helpful in helping me complete some assignments. I still get anxious at times but realize it is not as bad as I thought it would be. I continue to have the support of my family even though I no longer live at home. I am hopeful that the rest of my college years will be positive.